I'm posting today to somewhat express my lastest thoughts and feelings i suppose? Okay let's start.
First studies for me is really screws for me. I don't think i have that urgency to like mega chiong for o levels. This is infuriating, frustrating and annoying. I hate myself for this. Results are the only thing i could use to repay my parents.
Perhaps I should just look through my previous posts to reflect and pick up myself again.

Second, I start being sensitive to unfortunate ppl around me. I will realise how fortunate I am and i should cherish what I have, this opportunity to study. therefore, I should all the more make full use of it.

Wish me luck